Monday, February 27, 2006
HELLO readers, I'm back again. (I bet there are very few)
I'm doing up my holiday plan, drawing a table and writing stuff under the dates. But I only manage to draw only 3 lines cause I have no ruler and thus have to improvise with a card.
I wanted to update my class blog, but I kind of forgot what the username is, I've got to wait for geraldine to come online before I can do any updating. Currently, I can only tag on the tag board. I think I have not visit the blog for like months, and just now when I visited, some BASTARD use my name to confess to some guy...
-__-'' BLAAAAA.....
Saturday, February 25, 2006
I FINALLY GOT MY N70!
After the long waits.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Aw man. YONGQI.
Of cause I love you.
I know you love me loads too.
I wanna eat marche.
LOL.
<3
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I have decided, its N70 as my new phone and that's it.
After countless rethink and consideration, I have decided on N70 as its 3G with large memory space for me to take lots of photos and store songs.
I will be getting it before I move on to year 2.
Its only 2 monthes before me being year 2 student and that period will allow the phone price to drop. My estimation is that it will decrease by ~$50. Of cause hoping it will be more so that I will not over budget.
By april, which is when my semester starts, I will have got my JAN & FEB pay. These money is to be set aside for my N70.
I MUST NOT SPENT TOO MUCH FROM NOW ON.
This will be my goal, at least till I get my N70.
Friday, February 17, 2006
The stares that you give me, makes me feel that you want me.
That expression from your eyes; seems to be longing for me.
The direction you face me; feel as though you want me to belong to you.
That humor of yours; never fails to make me smile.
When you flirt with others girls; I don’t mine.
However,
When you do stuffs with those girls that was once done with me; jealousy rise in me.
I don’t hate the girl, neither do I dislike them.
I don’t blame you; neither would I go along with you.
I can only have myself to blame,
Why did I not treasure the moments we spent together;
Why did I not go along with whatever you did to me in the past?
Why did I not have feelings for you then?
Those happy and sweet moments,
Are the only memories that have left for me and you.
Those memories may already been forgotten by you,
But they will always be in my mind.
I don’t need you to me by my side, even though I long for you.
You can be with whoever you wish to be,
All I want to see; is you being blessed and happy.
I look back at those bitter sweet memories,
Missing those hugs that you gave me;
Missing your hands brushing off my cheek;
Missing you playing with my hair;
Missing the closeness we shared.
Tears filled up my eyes;
Rolled down my cheeks;
I can only say,
This is from me to you.
Monday, February 13, 2006
I'm trying to let go now. Now he is just a friend to me, no longer what I hope for. He even got a date for Valentine's day, what more can I want???
YES. There is one thing I want now, is to be able to let go my feelings for him.
This year Valentine's day I will be attending a function with my mother.
At least not alone.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Weird job hunted me.
Later I will go for interview to find out what the hell is that job about.
My soft-spot was targetted at when this guy told me bout the pay.
Can I really get THAT job? A job that needs LESS working but HIGH pay. Does such a job really exist? But what about my present job now and this is worthwhile? But I can just answer that after the interview.
However, I feel that something fishy is going on, like its just a prank?