Okay people, today's the last day of 2006.
My fav month will be december though it's juggling work and outings with friends at the same time.
The most unregretful month of 2006 I can say.

Mummy got me most of the stuff I wanted.
(Isn't that sweet and nice)

I like hanging out late at nights and yeah I'm doing that already.

Found movie/slacking kaki.

Finally able to enter clubs though my birthday was not celebrated at zouk but mos instead.

Having fun at chalets.

Others dancing with me.

December is one hellofa great month.
And tomorrow shan't be wasted, clubbing at mos with my colleagues.

you know what? i just like to dance

Was lazy for the past 256432days.

Chalet was fun but I was a total messed up.
Drink too much and vomitted..
Thanks those who looked after me!

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TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!
And 27th night I was at MOS clubbing the night away.
Finally I can enter clubs, but will never fail to get check (my bag) at the door.
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Thanks jingmei, pearlyn, kelvin and jasper (and gang) for celebrating with me.
Finally yanling &me celebrated our birthday together.

My dirty dancing with pearl,
The weirdos who tried to dance with us.
The dance that only 2 of us share,
No one has yet to break that.

Kelvin was nice, haha.
We danced well.

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My memorable 18th birthday.

I'm susceptible to some stuff
So to say.

Read on people, (I got this out of somewhere)

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

Quite true isn't it.
Oh well, life's like that.
I'm one weird girl.

I wonder, I'm sure others wonder about it too.

We can chat about any topics under the sun, laugh about any joke and curse about anything.
But after something big happen...
Seems like everything is back to square one.
Even more difficult to build back the same kind of relationship.

Don't we wonder why.
Fate between two being have reach its end?
I seriously wanna know why, turn back the time and stop that from happening.

Ask me if I regret it, I can't answer to that.

I've work tomorrow yet I'm blogging at this hour.
Dark eye circles are getting obvious.

Just changed my blog skin to my fav color - Pink & Black.

Dance with me, will ya?
Hook me up, will ya?

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I should give you more time, shouldn't I?
I will.
But time is passing way to slow.
Too slow that I dread it alot.

Is wanting everything to be the same as the past a very demanding issue?

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Though this is the year which many touched my life - some touched and go, some stayed on.
But it's one of the year I dread most - I lost way to much things.

The year which I will turn 18, can I get over this year peacefully now?
I've gone through many ups and downs, all I want for christmas and my birthday is to be peaceful in everything I do and no more hiccups.
Some will know what I truely wants.

I've said my piece.
I'm not gonna be bother by this anymore.

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MOS door bitch sucks.

I'm having chalet tmr.
YAY!

I'm having another one from 18-20.
YAY!

I'm still drinking.
But NONONO more trouble.

Once bitten twice shy.

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Where are my lovelies?
Haha.

Can I treat it as nothing has happen?
Can we go back to the past like how we use to spend our days together?

I know you for around 10weeks but we only been close since only 3weeks ago?

At first you weren't any guy I will bother to talk to.
Branded goods on you, flirty rich ass.
That face, that arrogant look.
What's good about you?

But some how we became closer through unknown circumstances.

That momo night we danced.
That irritating bus broke down.
That very day I skipped work.
Dining in town and sending me home and returning to town to meet your friends again.
Stayed up late just to called you to get your ass home cause you wanted me to do so.
That very night you got my ass down orchard and I oblige willingly.
(Kind of weird cause I won't have agreed if other's had called me)
Our project.
Coming all the way to my workplace when you could have return my stuff the next day.
Sending me to work cause I wanted you to do so.

But...

Because of what happen that night, things starting to go awry.
It's not about anything.
I treasure this friendship.
You weren't what I thought you were.
I like the time we spent together, the stuff we said and share.

Don't leave me out of your life just like that.

Fark, you won't get to see all this stuff anyway.
I'm just pouring my heart out.
You're right.
I'm an idiot.