WHY ......
I thought ......
Now that ......
You are putting me in a spot.







Please don't come in and mess things up.

Just stay where you are and don't come forward. If you wanna reach out for me, do it all the way. Don't stop, think, hesistate and wait.

You are not out of my reach, but I have no confidence in myself. Maybe they are right, I still likes you. Deep in my heart you hold a special place I think.

Are you staying put?

OR

Are you re-surfacing yourself?

I believe super duper strongly that I am a damn sensitive girl. Maybe I'm thinking too much and he doesn't have a thing for me at all.

UNCERTAINTY

My grades are falling like into deep shit. I'm getting my ass out of ipbms for sure. Monash caused me to lost so much time....

New updates here. Eugene actually initiated conversation like around 3 months after we broke up. Was I happy or sad? Like nothing since he is not as important to me now. But still very susprising that he chat with me, today and yesterday. But maybe this won't for continue long. But if we becomes chat buddy again also not susprising since we somehow be able to have almost unlimited topics to talk to each other. And as usual, he thinks that he's not good looking enough and also I should slim down. I agree to the latter!

I left class like just before my team present, but I left class at 4.05pm. See how late my lesson can drag on to! Irritating. Zeph sending me home that's why I left before lesson end, also I'm sure I quite understand today's lesson and each team is taking ~20mins to present which is very dragy and boring. Thus, leaving class is a better option.

Oh ya, and today we had module selection briefing and yes, like the first sentence I typed in my blog, I'm getting outta this route. It's bringing me to hell. =Mmm, tired. Stop here.

Question: Do you know the best way to mend a broken nail? Half broken I mean.

Answer: SUPERGLUE

As the name goes, it's so super it can stick almost anything together, including nails. I did quite a wonderful job in getting my nails back to it's original form after the gluing and diy manicure.

Now my nails are so sturdy again. =D

If oneday when I'm out of job, I think the nails industry will gladly welcome me to join them.

Muahaha.

Inclassnowandiamsosleepy.

I think 15.07.06 is so far the earliest night I had in weeks. So tired that it's the first time I wasn't able to wake up for work.

I was suppose to report for work at 10.30 yet I woke up at 10.30.

Nothing much happen in the shop except for some hair-raising ghost stories contributed by jae &far. And from what they say, Singapore have vampires.

I didn't know that. You know china vampire jumps and euroupe vampire flies.

And pontianake is one of them. Oh man, feeaky. And they really leave 2 holes on your neck. Eww..

Got to know a customer from zambia, who is here on hoilday. From what he said, Singapore is actually hotter than their homwtown.

But isn't africa always as hot as ever? I was wrong I guess.

He spent quite a lot, which is great. He's sales make up around 1/6 of my total sales which and I sold around 700bucks worth of products that day. That makes me the highest sales person from my outlet for the day again.

HAPPY HOILDAYING!!! =D

Kudos to me, myself. Haha.

When babies cry, they are super down right irritating I feel.

They have that super wuper high pitch vocal cord which MAY only vanish when the reach puberty. Guy voice break you see. Muahaha. Back to babies' vocal cord. Their screeches are so sharp that a good temper girl like me would like to have my palm mark on their small chubby fatfat cheek. HAH. In other words, a tight slap.

That's why, I told my friends, no kids for me. I think it will be much more better for myself if I find an in-law who doesn't mind in a don't have a kid. Then, I will marry their son.

Like their son would want me~

I've been thinking how to slim down.

Do crunches?
Consume less carbo?
Stops those rubbish snacks?

But can I really follow strictly to eat?
Nah... I don't think so.

But no, I wanna slim down to less than 50 before my 18th birthday!
Slim down and no more 5headed digit to my weight!

Shoo, fats, shoo.

I wanna join
PROJECT SUPERSTAR.
Haha.

I gonna start practising and choose songs, but which songs suits me most? I don't know.

Or maybe I shouldn't join.
I don't know.

I went to school like only 3 out of 5 days and it seems like I haven't been to school for long. Or because my classmates made it seems like it.


I was late when I went back to school on friday, the first person who talked to me was huili and she said to me, very long never come school hor. Then, when I walked past thom.ass, he said to me first day of school ah you. Then blablabla, haha. I have a weird class here and I appreciatie that weridness, uniqueness standing out from the other classes.

First day of JIN's officially non-school day:
.meet chelle and fm for kbox
.martini bought
It's actually bad to drink alcohol and sing together as u will end up coughing while singing.

.meet beat
.ate tapanyaki[spelt wrong]
.tried a few shops only to get a pedicure done at the 3rd one
I like my orange-gold toenails with a rose on the big toe. =D

.meet the gang
.travel the whole seletar airbase but can't find my steamboat restaurant
.ate spizza instead
.3 8inch pizza we consume, yummy.
The pizza there is the best i tasted so far.

.went jd's place to slack abit
.sorry qi. PS u, cause I really tired.
.went home sleep.
What a busy day I had.

Second day of JIN's officially non-school day:
Suckx alrights. All that teck fault, sleep somemore. See how you survive when you enter army.

Had dinner at pepper lunch. YUMMY!!
I had salmon pepper rice and I smiply love the gravy provided. It's actually galic soy sause and honey brown sauce.

Anyway, spent the night jm's house to celebrate her sister's 17th birthday. Waited for her to come back to cut the mango cake then MAHJONG TIME!!! So long didn't play already but still I won once. HAHA.

Friday I returned to school. BORED.

Commenting on the nature.

Rain is something amazing;
It's the only thing that connects the ground and the sky,
The only thing that can produce a never-ending rainbow.
Rain washes away the dirt, revealing a clear ground again.
Rain is said to be the tears of the heaven, joy or sadness.

Agreeable that it brings disaster, but not overlook the wondrous of it.

RaIN