Little action can actually bring sweetness to one's heart.
Small gestures can also turn one off.
Things that maybe insignificant can result in a massive responds.
However, not all of such responds are shown to the world.

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I cut my hair and it doesn't seems any fabulous.
The more I look at it, the more I wanna go re-cut.
I went to my present fav salon to cut however this time I wasn't that please.
The person was not skillful enough to give me the hair style I wanted.
I wonder if I should go have a re-cut.
DAMN``

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I think I should play pool more often.
I SUCK BIGTIME IN POOL!
and snooker as well.

Well, I went to play with jm, jy, yr and des.
They are all better than me and I feel so inferior.
Not exactly feeling that bad, who cares right.
MUST HAVE FUN - that's important.

Ohh ohh, thanks desssssmond for sending me home. =D

I can't stand frigging stingy people.
-Oh you gonna stuff money up ur coffin when you die?
-Or you wanna save the coffin money and jus bury you under a pile of 2 dollar notes?
Today and yesterday I have meet such kinds.

AND WHO KICKED IN THIS TREND, I WILL KICK THAT PERSON ASS.
STUFF HIS/HER CASH UP THEIR ASS!

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Oh well, yet another day have past and my rj is not done.
Well, I got richer cause I got my pay, and this time round I'm really saving part of it up.

I was wondering if I should get a BIG change on my hair style - like cutting it short.
Oh man, tomorrow is hair cut day and I don't have my decision yet.

Since when did I get so frigging flickle-minded. I hate myself for being like that.

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Am I a kind of girl who people thinks is an
- art student?
- cheeky girl?
- flirty?
- bimbo?
- look fierce?
- etc..

Well, I still have comments that I'm pretty and comments of that sort.
LUCKY ME``

But no, I won't change for anyone.
I will always be myself, maybe through time that I am not the same as compared to last time.
But it will definately not because I'm being forced to.
I've change as time past, as I mature, maybe even from external influence.
Change on my dress sense, thinking, attitude and maybe even things that personally I can't notice but others may.
Changes are good for everyone, imagine your life as a movie and you had always been that same o' same person, that movie will FAIL in box office can.

RJ TIME!

There are things in life you believe even though it dosen't really exist - take religon for example.
There are also things in life which you won't accept even though facts are lying in front of you - take cheating for example.

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YAY! First week of school and I missed one lesson.
I HAVE REASON FOR NOT TURNING UP.

I slept quite alot today and even done abit of laundry before too much dirty laundry stacks up and I'm left with nothing to wear.
I thought I could use the free time to download shows to watch, but I slept those time off. HAHA.

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Tomorrow I'm gonna wear heels - cause fm say accompany her wear.
Might as well, I just dress up to school then.
I planned what to wear already and... yea, I no need to think so much now.

I have nothing to say already - bye.

People bullshit about looks doesn't matter only either because they are already top of the world or they can't make it.
Materialistic isn't a factor to judge a person's character.
So what if I'm a sucker for branded stuff or either always have my eye laid on expensive stuff.
I'm spending my own money, at most my parent's but never some other.

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I think I'm begining to miss someone.
Haha.
Not that improtant.

Oh yeah! My class is getting onto the hip mood as days goes by, cause there's me!!!
But got the group of nerdies that never join in.
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My friend asked me - 'Why other girls even though they look average or not even that still have boyfriends but you don't have. You don't even look bad or anything, have quite a fair qualities too but not attach?'
HAHA. How I know.
Maybe god knows.

Ahh, today is the second of school and weekends are ahead!
Flirty, pretty, naughty me.
Muaha.

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First day of school was all fine other than those two smart ass trying to wow everyone with their knowledge.
Well, smart ass heres a message from me - you won, got ur ahhs and oohs from the class. Smart ass.
Overall was fine, I got a slow and steady with patience topped with understanding teacher.
How nice.

Oh oh, did I mention I knew around half of the people from my new class?
Aha, tell me I'm popular - they know me too!
crapz.

Day 2 was lab session with scottz.
Scottz lip, sucha cool name matching up with sucha cool teacher.
I'm blessed.
Spent the rest of the day doing buffer solutions and crapping with my new (class)crap-mate carolyn.

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I'm dead tired as I type this but...
I haven't seen sj for ages and miss her.
Beat and pris have been missing too.
Zeph and Wei liang sux - they gang up bully me.
Mund still the same o' same.
I've my lovely fm and chelle around as usual.

Some people just don't see their limitations.
Some people just don't understand that somethings are just out of reach.
Some people just thinks that everyone should answer the questions posted to them.

Look at the lowly people.
Ohh, they are just dead wrong.

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I'm so engross with my book which spells out - violence, vampire, organise crime gang, cops, ghost, undead and whatever.
Abit complicated and messy yet captivating.

Blood debt.

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I loathe that flowery frangance by the curb of the pavement.
I embrace the smell of the night.
I recognise the scent of the rain, the droplets fall on my body felt good yet the same time ruining my just done image.
I dislike that lingering smell in my room now as coldness from the air conditioner takes over my body.
I come to love the silence of my house, the emptiness of it I once complain have turn to a blissful thing that makes up part of my life.
I come to accept the fact that I'm no longer that little girl that everyone once give in to prevent my tears from falling.

Oh yay, my GPA sucks BIG TIME.
Hell yay.

I MUST PULL UP MY SOCKS THE COMING SEMESTER.
I'M GONNA ENTER NUS.

Yes, I'm gonna do the above.

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Yesterday was sucha merry-go-round day.
I went:
hg mall -> compass pt -> hg mall -> jm's hse -> hg plaza -> ave 8.

Let me explain:
I went hg mall to pay bills.
Next cp to have lunch with fm and library to slack.
Then back to mall to get our fake lash, haha, ya.
Evening to jm's hse to have dinner and mahjong session - kana suan like hell thanks to desmond, jm, jy.
Then...went to hg plaza to play our pool - I DEPROVED.
Return to the coffee shop - ave 8, near jm's hse to chat and poor jm got 'attack' by my mum verbally.

I left home at 11.30am and reach home around 2.30am.
That more then 12hrs out and I LIKE IT.
A real lot better than staying at home facing the laptop and 4 walls.
But the bad part was the travelling, and THE BUS FARE ARE INCREASING AGAIN.

DamnDamnDamn.

They aren't born to hate.
They are breed to hate.

That's why the fight between the america and osama.
5years since the actual day of the 911 incident, yet no soul ever got near to capture this fella.
Everyone feels that he done bad except his people huh.
But there must be reasons behind all this sinful act.

Can't be nothing to do and you craft up a plan to bomb other country right.
Someone must have owed him a BIG FAT apology and all of that sort.

Ahhhh, I see nonsense on this white box that I've just type again.

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We aren't born to follow.
We are born to lead.

We shake our bodies.
We drink our lungs away.
We laugh at the screwed-up dancers.
We sing-a-long with the hits being played.

Aren't we just wasting our lives away, on the contary enjoying as much.

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09-09-06 we were at chinaone.
Finally gave in after fighting thoughts in my mind for that past 15min (give and take).
Yes, I enjoyed myself very much - Dancing, laughing, drinking.
I was down after 5glasses? Mostly 3's of jack daniel and 1's of coke.
Not dead drunk or anything, just weakenned.
Seems that my body have gave in the the alcohol and my stomach was as usual weak to take that volume of alcohol with no accompany of food before that.
Duhh, I puked.
The vomit clearly confirmed that I hadn't had solid food.

The feeling of that was first of a kind, and kinda half-half.
Disgusting for feeling weak, yet nice for someone noticing you from another seat.
Yeah, hell yeah, I maybe thinking to much.

Lucky for me, I'm sober enough to creep past my dad's room to the toilet and back to change and fall into deep sleep.

Haven't had such wonderful deep sleep since 2237918days.
The next day of sleep was so.
How nice.

=D

In ths world,
There are answers that can't be questioned.
There are questions that can't be answered.

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Yesterday night was at W36M class BBQ, though not the entire class was there.
Norms.
21 out of 25 came I think.
That wasn't so bad.
Lots of chicken wings - 5kg.
Played abit and chat.
Haven't been talking to anyone of them since holiday started.
I was not so involved with them as compared to many from this class.
It seems to me they hangout with each other during the holidays.

Well that didn't bothers me much.
Not that I approve of their existence, just...
I always have those babyz around me.

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Today, yet again I'm outta this house as usual on my off days.
Out with my yongqi AGAIN.
Haha.
5years friendship with uncountable years more.


I should go get ready now though she will be late eventually.
Ohhh, someone talking to me - I though he gave up?

It's not like everything
It's just not even anything.
Being out of here makes me happy.
To the one that brings me smile.

How I wish that sometimes life would be like those that happen in idol serials where the story seems out of the world.
Well, there maybe in actual fact heart melting love stories around happening in real life this time round, but if you are the lead actress in your own love story, isn't that pleasurably sweet.
No, none of those happen to me.
Maybe never sooner.

Emotion rides are a great terrible piece of shit.
I'm tired.

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This month must really go tight on budget.
Can't splurge on clothes or bags anymore.
Save that part up for my drinking and meals with friends seems a more meaningful thing to do.

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Watched movie - the devil wears prada just now.
Moral of the show - don't be such a materializtic person.

Is that calling out to me?

Grand cathay was comfy and nice.
First time there.
Went to had buffet as dining@sakae before that.
It's a whole lot greater that the norm sakae outlets.

Back to my show now. Ciaos.

This is so unfair.
DAMNDAMNDAMN.

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The superstar held at tpy is so hot.
Better than rain though.
Queue so long also never get to audition.

I've decided to NOT join superstar.

Bye, no feeling for blogging now.

Why my blogger is in mandrine?
Arhgg, I wonder why.

Oh ya,
I had hair extensions - blue streaks.
=D
I like it.

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Here are some of the pictures of genting.










The power of photoshop.
Haha.

Later i will make other things using photoshop in my free time.