Friday, February 17, 2006
The stares that you give me, makes me feel that you want me.
That expression from your eyes; seems to be longing for me.
The direction you face me; feel as though you want me to belong to you.
That humor of yours; never fails to make me smile.
When you flirt with others girls; I don’t mine.
However,
When you do stuffs with those girls that was once done with me; jealousy rise in me.
I don’t hate the girl, neither do I dislike them.
I don’t blame you; neither would I go along with you.
I can only have myself to blame,
Why did I not treasure the moments we spent together;
Why did I not go along with whatever you did to me in the past?
Why did I not have feelings for you then?
Those happy and sweet moments,
Are the only memories that have left for me and you.
Those memories may already been forgotten by you,
But they will always be in my mind.
I don’t need you to me by my side, even though I long for you.
You can be with whoever you wish to be,
All I want to see; is you being blessed and happy.
I look back at those bitter sweet memories,
Missing those hugs that you gave me;
Missing your hands brushing off my cheek;
Missing you playing with my hair;
Missing the closeness we shared.
Tears filled up my eyes;
Rolled down my cheeks;
I can only say,
This is from me to you.
