Monday, July 09, 2007
currently at home enjoying myself thinking what to wear for the night.
Well, actually had plans for going US to study but now shelving it untill 2years later.
Was kinda happy to hear my mum allowing me to go US for further studies since it have always been my little girl dream. But was sad cause all my love ones are over here, especially mummy and kelvin. (I don't miss my bro, too bad.) The thought about leaving them and be on my own brought tears to my eyes. Then all was like settled yet not settle. Now the decision my grandfather say is to stay in spore till I'm older (21 years of age).
But from this whole episode I realise how much I love kel' and how much he love me. He teared when I told him i gotta leave. (See I said tear instead of
cry so save his face, so nice of me.) Well anyway I told him ytd night that I won't leave till at least to years later and he was so glad. I'm glad and sad at the same time, oh well.
I love him!
